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Yearning for deepness
She tugged
Meeting
Resistance
And was dismayed.
He only wanted
Surface
Languid ease
No measure
Or charge
With beauty
Deep within her
Glistening stories of
Needing
So much more.
Spiritless paddling
On the calm surface
Longing for adventure
Filling her with images of
More
Only more.
He didn't see her
Strength
Couldn't see her
Delicate bloom
Of life within
She flexed and flipped
Breaking his light hold
About her slender wrist
Leaving the dry mark
Upon her dampened skin.
She swam
Away
Seeking more
Offering more
More
Was all she'd share.

And so I am

And so I am
Motionless
Outside myself
Watching me
Watching you
Knowing you mark me
An ornament
An extension
And so I am.
Aroused
Inside myself
Seeing me
Seeing you
Knowing I am more
Not less
Not without
And so I am.

Holiday Break

Summer was easy
So far from the lights
And warm cinnamon smells
It had always been
Her time
Off
Away from work
Just play
With children
Home from school
The storm hit
Raging against
Her skin
And tossing her heart
Upon the rocks
Splitting it in two
The him
The her
No longer sharing
Not one
Holiday
Used to sound
So pretty
Sparkly tinsel
Cookie cutter
Joy
Now forced
To share
Impressed upon
The three
Balancing their
Time
We each saw as unequal
Unfair
Unjust
Blinded by our greed
To have that feeling restored
And now I see the
Fairness
For them
That they can
Share
The spirit
Of both
Of all
And make this
Christmas
Wholly

Alternate Course

Releasing the rope
She watched it
Snake away
Into the dark of her desire
Releasing her from
Perceived safety
Only a tether
To a path
She didn't want
A drag preventing her
From progress
Beyond
Unfettered
She breathed
Filling her lungs with
Her own breath
The sound singular and
Hers alone.
Pristine and raw
Exhaling
She turned to find her way
Again.